its 5:43 a.m. and i am starting on the last paper of the semester. its due in 6 hours and 17 minutes. i've been in the library for 17 hours now. i just started on a lot of stuff today. totally should have been doing all of it the past couple weeks but my focus hasn't been there. but! no worries. i'm up against the wall again and i'm comin through. its what i do. i'm looking forward to seeing the sun come up from my perch on the 6th floor. never pulled an "all nighter" before, but there's no getting out of it tonight. feeling sufficiently jittery and exhausted and drained and ready....ready for this semester to end so i can properly drift into summer tyler. i'll be so happy once the summer arrives. it'll be my busiest summer ever with jobs at the Alzheimers Association and Salvation Army as well as two summer classes and an internship at a nursing home in July. take all that and combine it with crazy awesome trips to the creek with my people and trips to visit friends in Chattanooga and Indiana and 2 weddings and softball every friday and catching up on all my history books and you have the best summer of all time. i've been hypin it up to everybody for the past 2 months and i don't think it'll disappoint.
its 5:54 a.m. now. according to the weather channel website, the sun is supposed to rise in 19 minutes. its strange because its still pitch black outside. i'm not much of an expert on sunrises though, seeing as how i haven't been up for one in ages. but i'm looking forward to this one.
i'm feeling at peace. with life and with school and with God.
still breathing. therefore, still living.
my beard is itching.
